Ppl were waiting for 2012...the end of the world according to the Mayan calendar...for the Exceptional....2012 occurred yesterday ( March 15 2010) the illusion that i was contemplating became reality...harder than rock....yet im more elastic than a rubber band...y? does that person have that much power...that much control over me? or was my expectations set too high...or was it cuz i still dont understand why it happend....questions and answers r a part of our day to day activities...we ask questions and we expect to receive a question...how would it feel if questions were asked but no answers were given...and those questions will remain buried in side me like a bone that i can never pull free....
it hurt...i thought the first time was bad...but this is worst...i put all my chips in....finally...i had to file for bankruptcy. this is going to be hard for me....its going to take time, determination, and really strong self control to pass this heavy burden from me....things happen for reasons...i 100% believe that statement....but now...i feel like it is a lie passed on from generation to generation....
time will show the winner....
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
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